YES I CAN!

KEEP THE MOTIVATION!! (;

open my hands, you're free...

... praying you'll come back to me...

Wenn darauf vertrauen nur nicht so verdammt schwer wäre...

crappy new year...

You'll stay. In my heart at least.

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Okay Mr. W, so YOU seem to don't like ME (anymore?) but it wasn't my idea to meet at all! You little rockfrog wanted to say hello to your smiling girl and  blah blah blah but you didn't think about what you do to me a split second. You wanted something and you did it. And now it seems like you regret it. Sorry, for being me, sorry for... for WHAT?? What did I do wrong? Nothing! I wish we had never met, I really, really wish you had never ever given me that glimpse of hope... I wish you wouldn't let me fall and I wish I could have stayed in my own world. And even if I hadn't met someone else then, I wish it had never happened. And someone else is as fine with me as he is without. And your music could still save me, your shows could still overwhelm me and you could still fascinate me.
But NOOO you had to meet me, you had to let me look into this world and now that I'm not what you want, you're that kind of cold. That's degrading. I never wanted something from you, my friend, you're the one who made the first step. And sorry that it means something to me to know you. Not 'cause you're a musician.
I'm sorryt that I'm not like you I worry that I don't act the way you want me to... wanker.
I don't need you and I shouldn't care about what you think about me. Not a little bit. I made no mistake than being human. Haha, you don't know what being human is, of course...
I'm really, really, REALLY, REALLY angry!!